11-27-2019, 09:43 AM
Much has remained the same since the last update, except that I got pretty busy with the MBA. (I'm still contributing a lot to the class)
Also, I got really busy today with lots of work piling at the gov office. Yet, I was able to handle them without much hassle. I knew that this was going to happen, and I prepared for it in advance. Unfortunately, I will need to prep for next week in similar fashion, and let's hope that I will pull it off again.
To test whether the girl, whom I mentioned in the previous post, have interest in me, I bough a piece of cake and gave it to the girl. When I gave the cake, I told her that I gave things to persons sitting next to her twice, but not once to her. I also told her that I thought she might feel bad about it that I'm giving her the cake.
She first refused the cake, telling me that she does not have bad feelings. She told me to take the cake as she was fine. I told her, just have the cake, and then I basically went to the washroom.
Few things I noticed were a little and subtle changes in her facial expressions, when she was saying things to me and also on the girl sitting next to her. When I came back I noticed a subtle laughter among the colleagues close to her. It seemed that the girl went to talk to her close colleagues. (Or that they could have seen what happened. Who knows.)
However, that's pretty much everything. I think I played it a little too safely, and I was too tense when giving the piece of cake. Still, I wanted to play more on the safe side (which may be a problem) as I do not have an intention of risking/ruining my last 100 days of remaining conscription. (Now it's about 93~4 days.)
In the end, I could not really find out whether the girl had interest in me. Nothing changed after that, nothing different in the interaction or relation. Given absolutely no change, I am thinking that I overestimated the interest, and that I should call this one a lost case. (Yep, I spent money for nothing.) Oh well, how I feel it would be easier for me to save the world than to start a relationship with a woman. LOL
It's also interesting that I felt the need to take care of the people who was there in the office from my day 1. I purchased something that the older assistants can keep and eat during the lunch times. At least they appreciated a lot.
Also, I got really busy today with lots of work piling at the gov office. Yet, I was able to handle them without much hassle. I knew that this was going to happen, and I prepared for it in advance. Unfortunately, I will need to prep for next week in similar fashion, and let's hope that I will pull it off again.
To test whether the girl, whom I mentioned in the previous post, have interest in me, I bough a piece of cake and gave it to the girl. When I gave the cake, I told her that I gave things to persons sitting next to her twice, but not once to her. I also told her that I thought she might feel bad about it that I'm giving her the cake.
She first refused the cake, telling me that she does not have bad feelings. She told me to take the cake as she was fine. I told her, just have the cake, and then I basically went to the washroom.
Few things I noticed were a little and subtle changes in her facial expressions, when she was saying things to me and also on the girl sitting next to her. When I came back I noticed a subtle laughter among the colleagues close to her. It seemed that the girl went to talk to her close colleagues. (Or that they could have seen what happened. Who knows.)
However, that's pretty much everything. I think I played it a little too safely, and I was too tense when giving the piece of cake. Still, I wanted to play more on the safe side (which may be a problem) as I do not have an intention of risking/ruining my last 100 days of remaining conscription. (Now it's about 93~4 days.)
In the end, I could not really find out whether the girl had interest in me. Nothing changed after that, nothing different in the interaction or relation. Given absolutely no change, I am thinking that I overestimated the interest, and that I should call this one a lost case. (Yep, I spent money for nothing.) Oh well, how I feel it would be easier for me to save the world than to start a relationship with a woman. LOL
It's also interesting that I felt the need to take care of the people who was there in the office from my day 1. I purchased something that the older assistants can keep and eat during the lunch times. At least they appreciated a lot.
