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[Shannon]

The "bad cycles" happen to me in periods of time divisible by ~7, apparently.  The last one is 7, this one is 21 years.  They happen to meet up back to back at this point in my life.  Last time they did this (21 years back and a bit) I got cancer and couldn't work for 4 years, so I suppose this is a vast improvement.  The next time this will happen is when I'm around 67.

I don't know if the breakthrough will result in 6G but I know it will make 6G significantly better and more capable than even 5.75G.

@Shannon

So after this, no more cycles? lol 

I feel like we are so close to finishing FRM and 6G. It's a shame these cycles are getting in the way of that. 

I will likely either run USLM 4.2 or UMS 2. which ever one comes out first.

Everyone always has cycles going on, positive and negative and neutral.  Some are bigger than others in impact and obviousness, some last longer or shorter amounts of time.  I'll be going through positive and negative cycles through 2020 and 2021, but they should be overridden by a major positive cycle that takes place.  

Right now, for the last 5 years and for the next 5, we are going through some major cycles that are converging to create a lot of general discord and disruption in the world.  Look at the changes you have seen to the United States, both in terms of the technological and political landscapes.  These same cycles are affecting everyone, but in different ways according to how they interact with that cycle.  In my case, and my girlfriend, and some other people I know, we are being affected in negative ways by it.  Or I should say, we are being affected by it in ways that are opening the door for the positive cycle to come, but the process is painful.  

The cycles you hear me talk about are the ones that disrupt my life so severely that it makes everything I do fail, fall apart, etc. Those are major cycles, which happen in the one case, every ~7 years, in the second case, about every 21, and in the 3rd case, even less frequently.  At this time, all three are happening together, for a period of 7 years straight.  We are through most of it, and fortunately 2020 and 2021 should be mostly positive.  But this is not just me making shit up, as I know a lot of people think.  

When the first negative cycle ended, and before this one began, I made the breakthrough that led to the Magnus Engine being finished and released, and then upgrading it to v2 and 3.  That's because nothing was working against me.

At the moment, the circumstances working against me are affecting my life in several important ways and they all appear to be having a decidedly negative impact.  Murphy is back.

Fortunately this should be finished wrecking-ball-ing my life around March or April of next year.  And after that, like I said, there will be two cycles dancing together, mostly being positive, but sometimes being challenging for me.  The one that is going to be challenging is also going to help ensure the positive effects.  But sometimes, it will be forcing me to deal with some very difficult and painful growth.  I don't know how that is going to affect me yet.  I know the overall result will be positive.

I don't spend a lot of time looking to what's going on with these cycles.  most of them I can just ignore.  It's only these major negative ones that I have to pay attention to, and the ones that last a long time, I try to limit my awareness of because they are so depressing to deal with that I don't want to make myself more depressed by feeling hopeless.  If I had known about all of these negative cycles 5 years ago, I very well may have just given up and sat in my bedroom waiting to die the whole time.  These are very frustrating and depressing to deal with because there is very little I can do about them except wait it out.  And when everything is blocked, fails, turns out wrong, refuses to work or has a negative ending no matter what you do... well, who wants to even try at that point?  It's even worse when I have to run MIR for 2 weeks at a time and I don't have the support of an auric shield or the USLM/Etc. in UMS.

If there are more negative cycles coming, I don't know about them and I don't want to know about them.  I need to maintain enough hope to make it through.