11-24-2019, 02:27 AM
I got up around 4 this morning. I'm usually up at this time, so I allowed it. I've been reading and re-reading my posts lately, looking for growth I'd overlooked, I read some business emails this morning, and I watched a short video that inspired me on doing what I don't want to do. I'm chatting with my miner presently (he's been in the hospital with a bug), and I'm going to take a walk after this post.
I'm writing to share my gratitude that UMS is a full package. One of its goals is to read and watch what causes UMS, and I've not felt old resistance or reluctance to do so. One is also to find joy while achieving UMS, and that's why I'm up now. This is fun!
Going back to doing what I don't want to do, I texted with my daughter yesterday, and her last text I'd missed since I didn't hear it. She asked me if I was coming for Christmas. I'd love to see her. What I'm choosing to do which is kind of unpleasant (but not really) is decline going with a friend to a millionaire's weekend in December. He's actually allowed me to decide to be with my daughter since this event has escaped his attention repeatedly lately. I was told at work I have 2 personal days to take before the new year, I texted my buddy earlier in the week, he said he'd get back to me, but he's not done so. I've gotten the message a number of times that this is not his priority presently. It's a fun gig, but not a priority. So, when my daughter asked, I KNEW I wanted to go.
Yep. This is fun
I'm writing to share my gratitude that UMS is a full package. One of its goals is to read and watch what causes UMS, and I've not felt old resistance or reluctance to do so. One is also to find joy while achieving UMS, and that's why I'm up now. This is fun!
Going back to doing what I don't want to do, I texted with my daughter yesterday, and her last text I'd missed since I didn't hear it. She asked me if I was coming for Christmas. I'd love to see her. What I'm choosing to do which is kind of unpleasant (but not really) is decline going with a friend to a millionaire's weekend in December. He's actually allowed me to decide to be with my daughter since this event has escaped his attention repeatedly lately. I was told at work I have 2 personal days to take before the new year, I texted my buddy earlier in the week, he said he'd get back to me, but he's not done so. I've gotten the message a number of times that this is not his priority presently. It's a fun gig, but not a priority. So, when my daughter asked, I KNEW I wanted to go.
Yep. This is fun
I want to be FREE!
