UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

ME: I was ticked off at the world today for no apparent reason. When I say no apparent reason, I mean that. It didn’t focus on anything in particular, I was just angry. At nothing. It was weird. It didn’t help matters that I was shopping with my wife all day. I have a let’s say, more direct shopping style than she does, so I was annoyed that it was taking so long, but I didn’t think that it was the source of the anger. What I mean is, before I would have thought that I was grouchy, irritable, and generally pissed off at the observable universe because I was stuck in Walmart with someone who shops at the approximate speed of continental drift. This time I was thinking that being stuck in Walmart with someone who shops at the approximate speed of continental drift was a lot more irritating because I was already pissed at the world.
Here’s what I think is happening. What I’ve been doing lately has shut off a lot of the sources of fear/anger/frustration/bitterness. There’s a lot less being produced, but there was still quite a bit of the energy in my system. It’s bleeding off. So, it was a rough day, but doesn’t mean much.