UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

Thank you Paul.  Your words give me courage.

Thanks.  I don’t quite know what to say to that.

I felt incredible on my way home this morning, like Im a hundred pounds lighter and I discovered something else.  My fear was blocking me from feeling my passion.  I was thinking about the profession I’ve been trying to get into, and I remembered something.  In one of my brief stints actually being in that job, I found some information that lead to finding a thirteen year old runaway girl who was with a twenty seven year old “man” and was very likely about to have worse happen to her.  I remembered how that felt, which was incredible.  It felt better this time though, because there wasn’t so much crap in the way of me feeling it.  
That is still what I want to do.  Not to prove that I’m not a loser and a coward anymore, I already know that, but to do things like that.  I am a warrior and I want back into the fight.  Fear was keeping me out. No longer.