UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

ME: I woke up this morning with a slight sub hangover and some interesting stuff going on in my mind. I noticed that some anger was rising, and it was directed at my wife for some stuff that she hadn’t been doing lately. That was stupid, and it was resistance. It was trying to divert my energy from going after my problems and clearing the way to execute the program to being angry at external things. Dee need. Then I got a couple spaces in the “flow” (hard to describe, but I’m now feeling my mind as a three dimensional space with energy flowing around in it) that were trying to resist directly. As soon as I felt that, I heard another voice in my mind. It was the one that was drill sergeant voice that was yelling at the resistance with me last night. This is closer to the real me. A hard charging, no nonesense go getting alpha male who goes after what he wants and gets it. I haven’t felt like I was HIM in a long time if ever.
He (I) said, “Ok, they’re poking their heads up because they can’t hide anymore! Let’s get em. Time to ROCK AND ROLL”. With this came palpable feeling of driving energy. I’d say it felt like a strong wind at my back, but it was more like a freight train, or a tank. The tide has turned. At least at the level I’m operating on right now.