UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

Whats amazing to Me Paul, it that you're way more noticeably open  in sharing your heart and mind experiences in your life,than you were even a year ago. that's not wrong at all, it just shows me ,your incredible progress and healing. LTU5 put chew on a whole nother level,or even perhaps just moved massive amounts of stuff that was in your way,out of your way,as it were. Same Dif'!  ever higher. your're knockin' it outta da park,man! NO Bull!!

Thank you, but I’m not sure I deserve the praise.  You’d have to know me for many years in the face to face world before I’d share 1/100th of this. 
I have given myself permission to be this open because I’m just a screen name, and it would be very difficult to connect me to this.  So why not?  I assume that what I’m sharing here is helping Shannon, and might be helping people with similar crap going on. 
Truth be told, I’m mostly doing this for myself especially during this phase of things.  Writing something like this out helps me keep the whole picture solidly in my mind while I puzzle it out.  Plus, once I have publicly stated the lies that I’ve been telling myself, even to people who don’t know who I am, it’s a lot harder to take it back and go back to telling them to myself.