11-07-2019, 07:50 AM
Day 5, Cycle 4 Hybrid Trickling Stream FLAC (been listening on speakers while my wife has been out-of-town, and forgot to get the volume via Frequensee - but using a moderate volume that is comfortable)
All IOIs in public seemed to have disappeared. Back to FRM and processing. Yesterday, I lamented this, not being happy with the rate of apparent progress. Then today, as I was at my son's preschool dropping him off, surrounded by really good looking women, I let go. No forced thoughts about attracting anyone, let go of the desire for validation, don't look for it. I think and feel like there's way too much conscious interference going on - too much looking for external signs that the aura is doing something, instead of just going on with my day and allowing whatever happens to happen w/out constant observation and analysis, conscious BS like "Oh, she's hot, she should be reacting," etc. and then even trying to force the aura to do something.
Perhaps this is just my issue, and related to a specific fear that needs removal. Maybe this realization today is proof that particular fear is being worked on, or removed.
Anyone else too in-their-head while using DMSI?
All IOIs in public seemed to have disappeared. Back to FRM and processing. Yesterday, I lamented this, not being happy with the rate of apparent progress. Then today, as I was at my son's preschool dropping him off, surrounded by really good looking women, I let go. No forced thoughts about attracting anyone, let go of the desire for validation, don't look for it. I think and feel like there's way too much conscious interference going on - too much looking for external signs that the aura is doing something, instead of just going on with my day and allowing whatever happens to happen w/out constant observation and analysis, conscious BS like "Oh, she's hot, she should be reacting," etc. and then even trying to force the aura to do something.
Perhaps this is just my issue, and related to a specific fear that needs removal. Maybe this realization today is proof that particular fear is being worked on, or removed.
Anyone else too in-their-head while using DMSI?
