11-04-2019, 11:15 AM
There is some very good news buried in that last revelation and I forgot to mention it.
I’ve been feeding myself another load of horse hockey and chowing down on it. I Had been thinking of getting fired those two times as a statement by the universe on my general ability and my general worth. That was fear talking. As in I was afraid that that was true so that’s what I focused on.
I didn’t lose those jobs because I wasn’t good enough, or too stupid, or inferior. I lost it because I hadn’t done the work I needed to do and had the wrong approach to my goals. That’s fixable and I’m fixing it as we speak. Once again, one of my major fears is smoke.
I’ve been feeding myself another load of horse hockey and chowing down on it. I Had been thinking of getting fired those two times as a statement by the universe on my general ability and my general worth. That was fear talking. As in I was afraid that that was true so that’s what I focused on.
I didn’t lose those jobs because I wasn’t good enough, or too stupid, or inferior. I lost it because I hadn’t done the work I needed to do and had the wrong approach to my goals. That’s fixable and I’m fixing it as we speak. Once again, one of my major fears is smoke.
