UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

WIFE:  She was clearly frustrated when she got home and throughout the night last night.  She didn’t turn on me though.  Not at all.  I could tell a couple of times that she wanted to, real bad, and had focused on some thing I did that she didn’t like.  But she controlled herself.  I could tell that it was taking her some effort, but she did it. This has become consistent, and last night was a real test because it’s you know, the time she’d usually be going off on me left and right.  This is pretty awesome.

ME:  This is my fifth day of bloom and my thoughts and emotions were considerably darker when I woke up.  I was thinking that I don’t like the shape my life has taken, and I feel trapped in it.  I was seeing nothing ahead, and I have no idea where I’m headed.  Anger and despair creeping in.  Oh well, I’ll run loops tonight and tomorrow.  This too shall pass.
One thing that’s really executing here is the anti clutter module.  Clutter used to be my natural state of being, and the house has shown that.  Recently, it’s been driving me nuts, and I have been doing my best to clean it up.  Unfortunately, it’s a huge job, and there’s only so much room in the house, the roommate is a slob, and the wife has a penchant for overbuying.  So it’s doing more driving me nuts than it is being fixed.