UMS. Let’s get at it

[findingme]

I caught myself clearly making things hard on LTU. I've not figured out reasons myself, but I chose to just change directions since the faulty logic I was using affected myself and others negatively on a daily basis at work.

On UMS, more revelations are surfacing, and a part of me senses that tendency to make things hard. I'm really grateful E3 is in UMS, for my motives seem to be tied to old ways of parenting myself. They can be extremely self-punishing.

I appreciated you explaining your big picture understandings of why you may be doing it yourself. They made perfect sense to me.