Back to it. Have my new Cozyphones Contour - which are much nicer than my old Cozyphones. It seems they've updated the speakers. I also switched to hybrid trickling stream FLAC, 4 loops, 9 clicks volume.
During my 4 days off, I noticed I could remember dreams better. Only one sexual dream, which was also slightly disturbing. For some reason, my d1ck looked like a tentacle from John Carpenter's The Thing.
Hey, at least it had some length. 
Seriously, though. Wth.
Had some instances of feeling extremely impatient and/or bored. Day 3 I felt intense boredom, like I was going to pop out of my own skin. It eventually passed.
Can't say I'm noticing much externally outside of the house. Wife seems to be more sensitive to my comments and behaviors. This has been notable in previous DMSI versions. I'm making a lot of passive comments regarding sex, b/c I'm getting impatient (but she's not biting yet, or offering). High libido, no release (which has also led to a few instances of Charming the Cobra).
Still not making much progress with weight loss. Motivation isn't there, and I find I just don't care very much. In the past, I've been motivated by needing to be extremely lean to be attractive. Pretty obvious that was all based in fear of not being good enough. So perhaps this is really a positive sign that FRM is working there. However, if I think about going to the pool or beach, I still wouldn't be keen to take my shirt off.
During my 4 days off, I noticed I could remember dreams better. Only one sexual dream, which was also slightly disturbing. For some reason, my d1ck looked like a tentacle from John Carpenter's The Thing.
Hey, at least it had some length. Seriously, though. Wth.Had some instances of feeling extremely impatient and/or bored. Day 3 I felt intense boredom, like I was going to pop out of my own skin. It eventually passed.
Can't say I'm noticing much externally outside of the house. Wife seems to be more sensitive to my comments and behaviors. This has been notable in previous DMSI versions. I'm making a lot of passive comments regarding sex, b/c I'm getting impatient (but she's not biting yet, or offering). High libido, no release (which has also led to a few instances of Charming the Cobra).
Still not making much progress with weight loss. Motivation isn't there, and I find I just don't care very much. In the past, I've been motivated by needing to be extremely lean to be attractive. Pretty obvious that was all based in fear of not being good enough. So perhaps this is really a positive sign that FRM is working there. However, if I think about going to the pool or beach, I still wouldn't be keen to take my shirt off.
