10-12-2019, 10:30 AM
Day 10
I went and spend some more money on my car repair which was needed (in purely theoretical terms) but practically not. My cars headlight was little hazed and I got it cleared. I was driving with the same lights for many years but did not feel the need to get them cleared. Maybe it is the resistance making me spend money. I am making my life comfortable in many ways. I have been frugal and miser in my past, but eversince I started UMS I am improving my life quality. It could be resistance and it could be that the sub is making me appreciate myself or bring myself to a certain level in life...cannot say.
The DMSI effect is still there. One girl in the supermarket looked at me surprisingly and discreetly. I was turning on a road and a car passed by . A man was driving it and the woman sitting next to him turned and looked at me.
I am feeling bit irritated. My family feels that I am behaving a bit arrogant since yesterday.
On the money front, apart from my job I have multiple projects / business but none of them is in profit. At this stage, all of them would require some investment to move forward. The last business I started on USLM3 is setup but is still in loss. I have incurred cost of around $1,000 in the last month on marketing with no tangible result. The setup cost is separate. This last cost is paid by my partner as I do not have any surplus funds to invest in my business. I do not know how long he will agree to continue. There is no positive result since many months.
I am evaluating which business to continue. I have been looking at business courses on the internet. There are a hundred or thousands courses available, but I do not want to start a business and leave it and then start another one. My goal should be to start a business and take it to the end till completion. This is my biggest problem with all my ventures. I have not been successful with them. I got partial success with some and then I go and start another with the hope of succeeding.
I went and spend some more money on my car repair which was needed (in purely theoretical terms) but practically not. My cars headlight was little hazed and I got it cleared. I was driving with the same lights for many years but did not feel the need to get them cleared. Maybe it is the resistance making me spend money. I am making my life comfortable in many ways. I have been frugal and miser in my past, but eversince I started UMS I am improving my life quality. It could be resistance and it could be that the sub is making me appreciate myself or bring myself to a certain level in life...cannot say.
The DMSI effect is still there. One girl in the supermarket looked at me surprisingly and discreetly. I was turning on a road and a car passed by . A man was driving it and the woman sitting next to him turned and looked at me.
I am feeling bit irritated. My family feels that I am behaving a bit arrogant since yesterday.
On the money front, apart from my job I have multiple projects / business but none of them is in profit. At this stage, all of them would require some investment to move forward. The last business I started on USLM3 is setup but is still in loss. I have incurred cost of around $1,000 in the last month on marketing with no tangible result. The setup cost is separate. This last cost is paid by my partner as I do not have any surplus funds to invest in my business. I do not know how long he will agree to continue. There is no positive result since many months.
I am evaluating which business to continue. I have been looking at business courses on the internet. There are a hundred or thousands courses available, but I do not want to start a business and leave it and then start another one. My goal should be to start a business and take it to the end till completion. This is my biggest problem with all my ventures. I have not been successful with them. I got partial success with some and then I go and start another with the hope of succeeding.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
