10-11-2019, 05:55 PM
ME: Strange things are afoot in my subconscious. I got four loops in through my sleep phones, and likely would have done more, but I don’t sleep more than that on a work day. After getting up, I felt a strong urge to run more loops tonight at work. I wondered why I was having these urges to run more loops when I’ve been responding to minimal loops so well. Here’s the weird part. My subconscious, or some part of it answered me. No, I’m not hearing voices, but a fully formed sentence popped into my head, and it definitely wasn’t the normal part of me that forms language. It said that they needed some more help back tracing my fear to the source. They’d gotten further than ever, but needed it to go deeper. I got the impression that the sub had somehow “drilled through” whatever was between me and this part of my subC that gives good advice, and now it could talk to me directly (Shannon, is this supposed to be happening?).
It makes sense in the context of the things that have been coming to the surface in the last week or so. I also get the impression that the feelings, and signs (morphine drip ect) have leveled off. My subconscious is focused on doing the deeper stuff so we can see much more complete execution. I don’t think it’ll be much longer either.
Does this make sense to anyone?
It makes sense in the context of the things that have been coming to the surface in the last week or so. I also get the impression that the feelings, and signs (morphine drip ect) have leveled off. My subconscious is focused on doing the deeper stuff so we can see much more complete execution. I don’t think it’ll be much longer either.
Does this make sense to anyone?