10-11-2019, 04:01 AM
Day 4 bloom UMS
I feel as if im running DMSI. Its so fucking beautiful.
Training goes up in intensity. Several girls show interest at the gym. Socializibg goes up. While hitting back, I felt myself clear up. Tranquility yet a totally fulfilling "emptiness" content, knowing.
While I was hitting the gym, a very lucid thought popped up and filled up my being
"I Have multiple girls and sex regularly" i thought "did I just hit DMSI goal?"
Shitton of other things going on. Reading how a member manifested $3k was a great post to read. Day 4 bloom, I just want to bask in it
Also, about the dying thing, fear is fearing it loses its function, atleast, an awareness along those lines became clear.
Again, like earlier in my ums run, by stepping out the rut, looking how the monkey mind goes ham, something similar happened yesterday, seeing so black goo internally. I went like "ew" lol
Had a chat with another girl yesterday. Mix with some eastern. I spoke about finances, long term vision and what not without needing validation. She ate it all up. Like damn. Again massive IOI fest.
I feel as if im running DMSI. Its so fucking beautiful.
Training goes up in intensity. Several girls show interest at the gym. Socializibg goes up. While hitting back, I felt myself clear up. Tranquility yet a totally fulfilling "emptiness" content, knowing.
While I was hitting the gym, a very lucid thought popped up and filled up my being
"I Have multiple girls and sex regularly" i thought "did I just hit DMSI goal?"
Shitton of other things going on. Reading how a member manifested $3k was a great post to read. Day 4 bloom, I just want to bask in it
Also, about the dying thing, fear is fearing it loses its function, atleast, an awareness along those lines became clear.
Again, like earlier in my ums run, by stepping out the rut, looking how the monkey mind goes ham, something similar happened yesterday, seeing so black goo internally. I went like "ew" lol
Had a chat with another girl yesterday. Mix with some eastern. I spoke about finances, long term vision and what not without needing validation. She ate it all up. Like damn. Again massive IOI fest.
