UMS. Let’s get at it

[Paul1131]

ME: I’ve read several places that this sub kind of works in steps. You get to one set of financial goals, and then you pick another target, get there and go for another one. That really seems to be how it is for me. We’re getting very close to achieving the original goal for starting the program. That is getting to a stable financial position where we have enough income to cover bills and necessities without worry. As soon as I have the house clean enough for an appraisal, I can pull the trigger on that, and I’m getting to that point fast. I’m beginning to sense that there’s more after that, but I don’t yet have a concept of what that looks like. Still focused on this step.
Tonight I’m getting an odd urge to run more loops. We’ve been running them all night on weekends for the last few weeks so my wife gets more exposure, and it’s seeming to work for both of us. I wasn’t sure that it was optimal for me, because I’d been responding well to one loop a day and lots of days off. Tonight though, I had the urge to run an extra loop at work, so I did that, and now that that’s done I feel compelled to run it through sleep phones while I sleep this morning. I wondered why I felt the urge to do that, and the answer that surfaced was that I needed to to break through the last of the resistance and get down to deeper levels of my subconscious than it’s ever been able to before. That’s funny because I don’t feel like I’m resisting, but it felt true and certain, plus it’s a pretty strong urge, so I’ll go with it. That’s not really normal for me, I usually like to have a concrete plan and stick to it.