Had a shitton of dreams. Also I recall feeling jelousy in tge dream. Like girl choose the guy, not me. Weird.
At work, female coworkers act way more submissive which is an side effect of ums, atleast my intuition and gut tells me so.
Last 2 days atleast 5 notifications of friend suggestions. All cute girls lol. Including some I know.
Also, my standards are way higher. My social circle is changing. Like my attention is full on about attraction people of wealth, entrepreneurs, rich people, options and oppurtunities. In turn, one group I was involved in, the guy has told me, he feels I left him behind. I see all kind of manipulation and poison drip going on, even if he is aware or unaware, I do not allow certain influences in my life anymore. It came across as a guilttrip, still a me me me kind of thing from him. I simply dont need jabs under the belt, or any of the drama. Im allergic to it, huge repulsion from it.
I notice lately my mind is very cold. Seeing things just as feedback, data and information. Pure cold calculated logic.
At work, female coworkers act way more submissive which is an side effect of ums, atleast my intuition and gut tells me so.
Last 2 days atleast 5 notifications of friend suggestions. All cute girls lol. Including some I know.
Also, my standards are way higher. My social circle is changing. Like my attention is full on about attraction people of wealth, entrepreneurs, rich people, options and oppurtunities. In turn, one group I was involved in, the guy has told me, he feels I left him behind. I see all kind of manipulation and poison drip going on, even if he is aware or unaware, I do not allow certain influences in my life anymore. It came across as a guilttrip, still a me me me kind of thing from him. I simply dont need jabs under the belt, or any of the drama. Im allergic to it, huge repulsion from it.
I notice lately my mind is very cold. Seeing things just as feedback, data and information. Pure cold calculated logic.
