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[Shannon]

Appetite is extreme on this. I HATE this. I've already gained over 4 pounds...IN FOUR DAYS. This is going to be a constant struggle yet again to not get fat once more. I worked so hard years ago to use intermittent fasting to lose 65 pounds, I've been so proud of that. UMS was already giving me so much trouble. I've slowly crept up and up and up, now I'm up 17 pounds in total from that point I hit when I lost the 65. This is intolerable, I won't let that happen again. I'm never going back to 252 pounds again, that was outrageous and I felt terrible about myself. The program is continuing to source massive sums of calories...and then apparently doing nothing with them all. Why I don't know...I just know I'm never going back to that weight ever again, regardless. I know the sub needs "energy", which is great, but I'm not letting myself balloon up again, so maybe I'll get very extreme with food if something has to give. I just know I'm NEVER going back to that size...EVER again.

Based on what's in the script this is absolutely positively a defense/manipulation tactic your subconscious is using to both "make you feel safe" (gain weight and use it as a shield, I never understood why the subconscious associates weight gain with safety), and to create conflict between your conscious mind and DMSI usage to try to get you to stop using it.  You absolutely cannot be ingesting calories and then storing them as weight if you are executing the script.  This is a fear response.

When listening to loops, I tend to get these sudden massive spikes of extreme exhaustion, where I have a lot of trouble keeping my eyes open. Then, many times, minutes later, my energy comes back fully. Very peculiar. And potentially...dangerous. I take caution to only listen when I'm stationary in my chair, or in my bed.

We have learned that such a thing is an internal struggle within you between the cooperative parts and the non-cooperative parts.  When they are struggling, it creates a lot of exhaustion.  What you're describing here is a prime example of an extreme case of this.

Got a lot of pain in my stomach area during listening on a loop. Lasted for about 30 minutes or so, then disappeared. Very strange, I did nothing otherwise to justify such pain. I'll report if any pain returns, that was a bit alarming.

This is almost certainly a response to fear.  It also can't be happening if you're executing the script.  So it would appear that you are executing parts of the script and fighting the execution of others, which also isn't possible if you're executing the script.  

Massive argument with my Mother over nothing.

This naturally could be "just normal" or it might have to do with your subconscious fighting the program.

In any case, over time, you should notice changes that lead more and more to executing more and more.