09-28-2019, 07:18 AM
All week I've been burning up with hot flashes. Some lasted longer than others. Sometimes I was able to observe I was in the presence of attractive women, other times I was merely lying in bed.
I've also been experiencing dizzy spells. Last night, just as I began downloading the ultrasonic FLAC version of DMSI 3.3.2, I got hit with a near-indescribable feeling in my head. I felt like Neo in the Matrix, downloading massive amounts of information in seconds. Or like the Skeksis in The Dark Crystal staring, transfixed, into the crystal - having energy beamed directly into them. It was an intense experience.
After that, it was all smooth...Listened to my loops in bed, on my Galaxy S9 with stereo speakers, Neutron Player app, volume 87/100 on my nightstand, 2 feet from my head.
On the first loop, I felt waves of cool energy flowing through my chest - but it was so subtle, I thought it could have just been the air conditioning. I didn't feel much of anything else after that, save for a quick - but fleeting - fearful thought about my daughter. It left as quickly as it had appeared. That was maybe 10 minutes into my first loop.
I became tired around 55 minutes into the first loop, and turned off the TV. I fell asleep, and slept well until I woke very hot, and threw off the covers. I'm still warm now, hours later.
Had a few dreams. In one, I was desperately searching my pheromone stash for a particular pheromone, when my wife walked by and asked, in an accusatory manner, "What are you doing!?" I then chastised her for speaking to me that way, because we had company. If memory serves me, it was my SIL.
Had another dream about a wedding. The only important detail that I remember is that my SIL was there, smiling coyly at me. I saw her only briefly, as we were walking in. Strange.
Otherwise, feeling good this morning. Wife came home from work, and was quite the motormouth (for being so tired). The motormouth first thing in the morning is pretty annoying to me, so I was being dismissive, but she didn't seem to notice.
Will report in with more as it happens.
I've also been experiencing dizzy spells. Last night, just as I began downloading the ultrasonic FLAC version of DMSI 3.3.2, I got hit with a near-indescribable feeling in my head. I felt like Neo in the Matrix, downloading massive amounts of information in seconds. Or like the Skeksis in The Dark Crystal staring, transfixed, into the crystal - having energy beamed directly into them. It was an intense experience.
After that, it was all smooth...Listened to my loops in bed, on my Galaxy S9 with stereo speakers, Neutron Player app, volume 87/100 on my nightstand, 2 feet from my head.
On the first loop, I felt waves of cool energy flowing through my chest - but it was so subtle, I thought it could have just been the air conditioning. I didn't feel much of anything else after that, save for a quick - but fleeting - fearful thought about my daughter. It left as quickly as it had appeared. That was maybe 10 minutes into my first loop.
I became tired around 55 minutes into the first loop, and turned off the TV. I fell asleep, and slept well until I woke very hot, and threw off the covers. I'm still warm now, hours later.
Had a few dreams. In one, I was desperately searching my pheromone stash for a particular pheromone, when my wife walked by and asked, in an accusatory manner, "What are you doing!?" I then chastised her for speaking to me that way, because we had company. If memory serves me, it was my SIL.
Had another dream about a wedding. The only important detail that I remember is that my SIL was there, smiling coyly at me. I saw her only briefly, as we were walking in. Strange.
Otherwise, feeling good this morning. Wife came home from work, and was quite the motormouth (for being so tired). The motormouth first thing in the morning is pretty annoying to me, so I was being dismissive, but she didn't seem to notice.
Will report in with more as it happens.
