oh thx for the tip Darkness. I'll give 'solo' a shot.
My most successful stage so far was Stage 2. It was not so much because I was deep into the SM programming (It did help a lot) but mostly because I made myself available for things to happen.
Since, the end of the summer vacation, I'm back to work full time. Right now, I'm optimizing my time. My daily social 'event' is when I go at the gym because otherwise I don't see a lot people by working from home. Maybe not the most fertile (pun intended) ground for hook-ups but there is still potential (very hot, very sexy potential. My dream women are there...). I have never hook up with a girl from the gym. That is definitely something possible. I need to make that happen even if it is not the easiest setup.
hey BTW, you didn't journal your last SM3 run. didn't you? You can bet that if your SM journal was there when I was preparing to run the program or while I was running it, I would have noticed yours in the ocean of UMS/LTU journals...
Stage 4, day 24:
My day just started. Not much to report back except some erotic dream. The setup was a bit weird. I was sleeping over at my father's place. In the middle the night, a breast naked girl did knock at the door. I did open to her. She was the rental car clerk and wanted me to give back my rental car keys to her. Go figure... I did compliment her about her nice naked breast while touching them... She did resist by removing my hands. I didn't apologize. Instead, I double down by looking at her in the eyes and say seriously. Your breast is really nice. I mean it... I feel that what I'm doing is turning her on... Therefore, I push her against a wall and I start making out with her... Then I woke out from the dream (damn. It started to be fun...)
If there is an interesting takeaway from the dream (beside making out with breast naked women is fun), it is that I was worried. I had a fear. The fear was that we could get caught having sex if my father would wake up and see us making out in his living room... That didn't stop me pulling the trigger but the thought was present in my mind. It was a concern.
The more I think about it. The weirder the dream sounds. Something worth nothing. It is a first dream since a very long time. I mention my dreams in this journal when they happen. I would say that the last one goes back from at least a month ago....
On the business front, things are less smoother. I encounter a lot of adversities and rejection. For one, my fuse is very short. And then, I did realize that my reality is only governed by how I react to those events. If I minimize their impact, stay positive and keep focused, things are going so well. OTOH, it would be easy to cling on these rejections and that would make me feel miserable. The right attitude is to keep going. Not be afraid of rejections (they are inevitable) and keep offering what I do to others and be proud of my products... It turns out, that a lot of this wisdom is directly applicable with women...
To be continued later if something worthwhile happens later today...
My most successful stage so far was Stage 2. It was not so much because I was deep into the SM programming (It did help a lot) but mostly because I made myself available for things to happen.
Since, the end of the summer vacation, I'm back to work full time. Right now, I'm optimizing my time. My daily social 'event' is when I go at the gym because otherwise I don't see a lot people by working from home. Maybe not the most fertile (pun intended) ground for hook-ups but there is still potential (very hot, very sexy potential. My dream women are there...). I have never hook up with a girl from the gym. That is definitely something possible. I need to make that happen even if it is not the easiest setup.
hey BTW, you didn't journal your last SM3 run. didn't you? You can bet that if your SM journal was there when I was preparing to run the program or while I was running it, I would have noticed yours in the ocean of UMS/LTU journals...
Stage 4, day 24:
My day just started. Not much to report back except some erotic dream. The setup was a bit weird. I was sleeping over at my father's place. In the middle the night, a breast naked girl did knock at the door. I did open to her. She was the rental car clerk and wanted me to give back my rental car keys to her. Go figure... I did compliment her about her nice naked breast while touching them... She did resist by removing my hands. I didn't apologize. Instead, I double down by looking at her in the eyes and say seriously. Your breast is really nice. I mean it... I feel that what I'm doing is turning her on... Therefore, I push her against a wall and I start making out with her... Then I woke out from the dream (damn. It started to be fun...)
If there is an interesting takeaway from the dream (beside making out with breast naked women is fun), it is that I was worried. I had a fear. The fear was that we could get caught having sex if my father would wake up and see us making out in his living room... That didn't stop me pulling the trigger but the thought was present in my mind. It was a concern.
The more I think about it. The weirder the dream sounds. Something worth nothing. It is a first dream since a very long time. I mention my dreams in this journal when they happen. I would say that the last one goes back from at least a month ago....
On the business front, things are less smoother. I encounter a lot of adversities and rejection. For one, my fuse is very short. And then, I did realize that my reality is only governed by how I react to those events. If I minimize their impact, stay positive and keep focused, things are going so well. OTOH, it would be easy to cling on these rejections and that would make me feel miserable. The right attitude is to keep going. Not be afraid of rejections (they are inevitable) and keep offering what I do to others and be proud of my products... It turns out, that a lot of this wisdom is directly applicable with women...
To be continued later if something worthwhile happens later today...
