UMS $$$

[Kol]

Couple of hours since my last 3 loops. Sleep is a disaster. UMS seems to work overtime. My mind is throwing foul reactions to perceived scenarios, and the anger keeps me reeling with tons of energy. Im riding a fucking emotional rollercoaster. Here and there things dissolve almost instantly, but damn, im restless. When im physically active its like a switch flips, like suddenly sunshine. But when in bed right now, rage, anger and fits hits me straight up.

I feel running loops to counter it all, and basically overriding the bs through exposure with UMS, but also feel like letting it bloom as of now.