Day 3 bloom.
Im having a faint headache. Tiredness. Yet greatness felt underneath, some frustration goin on as well. I have set a goal to bloom for atleast 5 days. My last session was 9 loops over night with 3 loops afterwards, with less then an hour after 9th loop. Already having thoughts of running loops again. ( never went beyond 3 days ) also panicy sensations going on.
Yesterday I was amidst a decision to call up my dad ( normally I would email him, but this time I went the call way ) I felt I could pay him back ( 750,= ) also the day consisted of having several money numbers comin my way. At some point I was enacting the spending of it and thought "not much before it materializes in my hand" like it was the next world wonder. This all is in line with my shifts, unlimited saldo and such.
I also had some realisation around other stuff. Like, I have a wide assetpool of skills, instead of putting it in a limiting frame, why not profile my skills as they are.
I still struggle a bit with making it concrete, idk what that is, prolly fear. Guess another path has offered itself to me. Gooood shit.
Having some things here directly accessible to sell and im pumped to do so.
Im having a faint headache. Tiredness. Yet greatness felt underneath, some frustration goin on as well. I have set a goal to bloom for atleast 5 days. My last session was 9 loops over night with 3 loops afterwards, with less then an hour after 9th loop. Already having thoughts of running loops again. ( never went beyond 3 days ) also panicy sensations going on.
Yesterday I was amidst a decision to call up my dad ( normally I would email him, but this time I went the call way ) I felt I could pay him back ( 750,= ) also the day consisted of having several money numbers comin my way. At some point I was enacting the spending of it and thought "not much before it materializes in my hand" like it was the next world wonder. This all is in line with my shifts, unlimited saldo and such.
I also had some realisation around other stuff. Like, I have a wide assetpool of skills, instead of putting it in a limiting frame, why not profile my skills as they are.
I still struggle a bit with making it concrete, idk what that is, prolly fear. Guess another path has offered itself to me. Gooood shit.
Having some things here directly accessible to sell and im pumped to do so.
