Stage 3, day 22:
I had a family lunch. I met my nephew new gf. She is very hot and very young. Something like 21 or so. She is obviously in the no-go zone but I cannot help but wondering if the SM is having an effect on her and if she, at least, entertain the idea of how it would feel like having sex with me... nevermind... I need to get rid of those dirty thoughts... Somehow, she was very often close to me making talking to her the obvious thing to do. At lunch she even did choose to sit in front of me at the table.
Beside that, tinder lunch date girl did text me. It appears that she wants to meet me to have wild fun together. I'm surprised of the long lasting effect that I have on her. Maybe it is SM3 induced effect. Some PUA/dating coaches say that in order to cement a FWB relation, you need to hook up about 3 times. We did only hook up once...
I had to turn her second invitation down because of my kidney pain problem and low energy back then. I though that she might have move on to have her needs fulfilled by someone else especially after about 3 weeks without contacting each other... Apparently she still think about me. That is great news because I do think about her too and I'm about to become available again for some fun encounters...
I had a family lunch. I met my nephew new gf. She is very hot and very young. Something like 21 or so. She is obviously in the no-go zone but I cannot help but wondering if the SM is having an effect on her and if she, at least, entertain the idea of how it would feel like having sex with me... nevermind... I need to get rid of those dirty thoughts... Somehow, she was very often close to me making talking to her the obvious thing to do. At lunch she even did choose to sit in front of me at the table.
Beside that, tinder lunch date girl did text me. It appears that she wants to meet me to have wild fun together. I'm surprised of the long lasting effect that I have on her. Maybe it is SM3 induced effect. Some PUA/dating coaches say that in order to cement a FWB relation, you need to hook up about 3 times. We did only hook up once...
I had to turn her second invitation down because of my kidney pain problem and low energy back then. I though that she might have move on to have her needs fulfilled by someone else especially after about 3 weeks without contacting each other... Apparently she still think about me. That is great news because I do think about her too and I'm about to become available again for some fun encounters...
