08-23-2019, 02:37 AM
One thing I've noticed is that LTU works in bursts. So if I'm going about my day and I feel my mood take a nosedive it's usually my subconscious working on something.In those moments I have to remember not to attribute those emotions to my current situation.
I had one of those moments at work yesterday. Felt like I needed to get up and leave, but I just sat with it. I don't think I take enough mental breaks at work to collect myself. I find myself building up tension and stress but only notice after it's gone too far. Then I need to decompress.
Anyway I'm back on visualizing. I fell off with that when everything was weighing me down. I'm embracing the idea that everything comes to me as I need it. I've been hanging around a subreddit having to do with manifestation and it helps just associating with people who experience life in an enjoyable freeing way. Not the typical grind and needing to break your back to enjoy it. I think this is what people call "luck" when they don't understand how manifesting works. Having the belief that one is lucky sets the assumption that good things happen in life to you all the time without effort or trying. The only thing that stops most people from making that the standard is the fact that most of us are shamed for getting things easy in life or the fact that it's weaved into our society that there are "no free lunches". Very limiting, but I'm working on opening up my mind and seeing what I can do for myself.
I had one of those moments at work yesterday. Felt like I needed to get up and leave, but I just sat with it. I don't think I take enough mental breaks at work to collect myself. I find myself building up tension and stress but only notice after it's gone too far. Then I need to decompress.
Anyway I'm back on visualizing. I fell off with that when everything was weighing me down. I'm embracing the idea that everything comes to me as I need it. I've been hanging around a subreddit having to do with manifestation and it helps just associating with people who experience life in an enjoyable freeing way. Not the typical grind and needing to break your back to enjoy it. I think this is what people call "luck" when they don't understand how manifesting works. Having the belief that one is lucky sets the assumption that good things happen in life to you all the time without effort or trying. The only thing that stops most people from making that the standard is the fact that most of us are shamed for getting things easy in life or the fact that it's weaved into our society that there are "no free lunches". Very limiting, but I'm working on opening up my mind and seeing what I can do for myself.
INFP
