08-16-2019, 03:42 AM
Just realized I've been far too concerned with the internal stuff going on. The tension/anxiety, I should do my best to relax and relieve those. But I shouldn't dwell on it too much. For example getting home from work incredibly tired, sitting on the couch and the temptation to watch TV. I can force myself in my head all I want, but until I actually get up and work on music I'm just burning energy fighting a resistant part inside me.
Still trying to work all this out. It feels like my emotional state/fear is definitely the brakes. The part of me that says we have to heal all this before continuing on. But really just another excuse to procrastinate. The more time i spend in my head trying to convince myself to do something, the more it gets twisted.
Still trying to work all this out. It feels like my emotional state/fear is definitely the brakes. The part of me that says we have to heal all this before continuing on. But really just another excuse to procrastinate. The more time i spend in my head trying to convince myself to do something, the more it gets twisted.
INFP
