08-13-2019, 06:01 PM
Hmmm read an old post of mine about trying too hard. I think I've been sabotaging myself by trying to make ltu work better or faster. When the reality is my subconscious knows the optimal way. All this pain and anxiety I've been subjecting myself to was probably the wrong way to go about everything. I guess I'm still stuck in my old ways thinking healing has to be painful for any growth to occur.
That and I'm a bit of a control freak. Letting go and allowing ltu to work on autopilot has me feeling like I need to be involved more or have a constant awareness of what's going on under the hood so to speak. I think in general there are a lot of fear based control habits that interfere with LTU that I need to watch out for more.
That and I'm a bit of a control freak. Letting go and allowing ltu to work on autopilot has me feeling like I need to be involved more or have a constant awareness of what's going on under the hood so to speak. I think in general there are a lot of fear based control habits that interfere with LTU that I need to watch out for more.
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