08-10-2019, 12:03 AM
ME: I didn’t get any super euphoria like I did last run, but I did notice the auric shield quite a bit. Before I could only feel it around my head. This run it was very noticeable around my entire body, especially the front half, and it continues after the run. I didn’t feel much other than that during the run, but I definitely feel the after effects. My brain is trying to process it. Onward we go.
WIFE: she has seemed a bit more positive all week. She’s not upbeat by any stretch of the imagination, but I notice small changes in her tone of voice, word choices, movements, ect. This evening she spontaneously took a walk. I had suggested that she start doing that because a friend of mine who also has MS told me that getting physically active had worked wonders for her. She went from couch potato to running spartan races after her diagnosis. The wife threw out every excuse in the book to avoid doing that so I’d kind of given up. But tonight she told me that she had gone for a short but somewhat vigorous walk. HA! She’d never have done that last week. Something is happening there even though she says she didn’t notice. It doesn’t directly relate to money, but I’m sure that her beating depression and minimizing her symptoms will help with that goal.
She sort of tried to brush it off when we talked about it after her loop. She said something like “I hadn’t really looked at my disgusting body last week” but I think she got it after a little talking. FRM and E3 have some work to do with her, but I’m seeing signs that it’s starting.
During her loop she says that she felt her calf muscles getting tight and sore, and she got a headache. This time she used a good pair of Bose headphones instead of the earbuds that came with the iPod.
Oh, I forgot to mention something from her background. She has had great success with an IML sub before. She was on Maximum Female Fertility when she got pregnant with our only child at 36.
Shannon, do you think we should add a second day (for her not me) next cycle or just shorten her time off?
WIFE: she has seemed a bit more positive all week. She’s not upbeat by any stretch of the imagination, but I notice small changes in her tone of voice, word choices, movements, ect. This evening she spontaneously took a walk. I had suggested that she start doing that because a friend of mine who also has MS told me that getting physically active had worked wonders for her. She went from couch potato to running spartan races after her diagnosis. The wife threw out every excuse in the book to avoid doing that so I’d kind of given up. But tonight she told me that she had gone for a short but somewhat vigorous walk. HA! She’d never have done that last week. Something is happening there even though she says she didn’t notice. It doesn’t directly relate to money, but I’m sure that her beating depression and minimizing her symptoms will help with that goal.
She sort of tried to brush it off when we talked about it after her loop. She said something like “I hadn’t really looked at my disgusting body last week” but I think she got it after a little talking. FRM and E3 have some work to do with her, but I’m seeing signs that it’s starting.
During her loop she says that she felt her calf muscles getting tight and sore, and she got a headache. This time she used a good pair of Bose headphones instead of the earbuds that came with the iPod.
Oh, I forgot to mention something from her background. She has had great success with an IML sub before. She was on Maximum Female Fertility when she got pregnant with our only child at 36.
Shannon, do you think we should add a second day (for her not me) next cycle or just shorten her time off?
