08-06-2019, 07:08 PM
I don’t feel anything from the sub today, and I don’t think I did yesterday. I’m a little tired and irritable. Nowhere near as bad as I was on a regular basis before LYU, but more than I can remember feeling in a while. This is fairly normal though. I’m always irritable in summer, especially late July and early August. I think it’s the heat and the overall energy of the time. Considering how much I’m working and how stressful the situation would have been to the “old me” I think I’m still doing pretty well. Heck, I’m Working eighty hours this week.
I haven’t had any major ideas about getting another source of income, but I have been looking in to jobs in my field in another state where the cost of living is considerably lower. With my professional experience, I can get at least what I’m making now, and with less going out it would be like getting a raise. This is not something I would have considered before.
The other thing is that while I don’t actively feel anything from the sub right now, I have zero worry or stress about finance. It’s pike I’ve seen the end of the movie already and I know everything is going to turn out well.
I had a little break and a nice night last night. I didn’t work my regular shift because I had an eight hour training class. It turned out to only last two and a half so I got to go home in the early evening. When I got there, the wife and roommate had prepared the first good, nutritionally balanced meal I’ve had since all the overtime started. It was wonderful, and so was getting to bed while it was still night time. I was still paid for eight hours for the class too.
WIFE: She is still feeling down but says that she feels like she “may have reached the bottom”. I think from talking to her that she may be starting to come back up a little. She just sounded a little more positive today though I’m not sure she realizes it herself. She said that she had been thinking about going back to her parents house for a while to help them get packed up. Her mom is in a medical facility right now because of a very weird condition and her dad isn’t able to get around well anymore so they’re going to have to move out of their multi level home. I said I didn’t think that was a good idea, and to my surprise she actually said she wouldn’t do it and didn’t argue.
I THINK this sub is effecting her despite what is a very stubborn personality. She may not know it yet though.
I haven’t had any major ideas about getting another source of income, but I have been looking in to jobs in my field in another state where the cost of living is considerably lower. With my professional experience, I can get at least what I’m making now, and with less going out it would be like getting a raise. This is not something I would have considered before.
The other thing is that while I don’t actively feel anything from the sub right now, I have zero worry or stress about finance. It’s pike I’ve seen the end of the movie already and I know everything is going to turn out well.
I had a little break and a nice night last night. I didn’t work my regular shift because I had an eight hour training class. It turned out to only last two and a half so I got to go home in the early evening. When I got there, the wife and roommate had prepared the first good, nutritionally balanced meal I’ve had since all the overtime started. It was wonderful, and so was getting to bed while it was still night time. I was still paid for eight hours for the class too.
WIFE: She is still feeling down but says that she feels like she “may have reached the bottom”. I think from talking to her that she may be starting to come back up a little. She just sounded a little more positive today though I’m not sure she realizes it herself. She said that she had been thinking about going back to her parents house for a while to help them get packed up. Her mom is in a medical facility right now because of a very weird condition and her dad isn’t able to get around well anymore so they’re going to have to move out of their multi level home. I said I didn’t think that was a good idea, and to my surprise she actually said she wouldn’t do it and didn’t argue.
I THINK this sub is effecting her despite what is a very stubborn personality. She may not know it yet though.
