08-03-2019, 04:47 AM
I feel like sh*t today. This morning I texted my friend to go out for a coffee and she declined because she had to clean her apartment. Then I got so sad and hurt and started crying. Felt unloved. Which then spiraled into feeling like an incompetent loser. And I felt so good when I woke up this morning (before I sent my friend that text). Makes no sense. Can't figure out if it's the stupid PMS or the sub. Though usually during PMS I'm more irritable in the angry sort of way, not in the sensitive way like today. I'm on my 4th day break from UMS.
