08-01-2019, 11:47 PM
(08-01-2019, 02:56 PM)DavisMind91 Wrote: Happy birthday. Don't worry about the fears, you clearly see they are fighting for their life so to speak. Keep going and they'll be gone soon enough. I've experienced some similar thoughts at times while running LTU.
Thanks DavisMind. This morning I'm thinking of me doing loops today, and I have no resistance. I know my "big problem/negative thinking" mentality is easily pushed aside when I restart loops, and it draws me in more.
I'll add that 20 minutes ago when I woke up, I felt an unusual, strong sadness, and......it felt like old stuff. Like I never let feelings out during that time period, around age 10.
I say "Bring it on!" I'm ready for this.
I want to be FREE!
