UMS is changing my lifestyle radically.
I woke up groggy, I wanted to stay longer asleep. I felt I really needed it. Anyways, I almost broke down at work. Tired, very sleepy. Having soreness around my upperback and lats. Guess its E3 and subc fear been dealt with.
Now, mentally Im already checked out there. Like my mind aint with this fruitless job ( not gonna expand on it ) i feel I deserve so much more and the "urge" to stay there is gone. Closed chapter and all "buts" are being dealt with. Idgaf at all anymore in a positive way. Its like societial guilt tripping has been erased. Now, im not even mad, on the contrary. I feel its a needed change.
Im having moments of feeling wealthy and being able to pass it on aswell. I have the intuition that so much is to come, and by moving on from this current job ( which has become "just an event" and even that it to much of a credit ) doors open.
The sub engages my logical side way more. Dmsi was more of an "feel" kind of sub as attraction involves the body, feeling, sensations, teasing and what not.
Im being led to track my expenses way more. Something is about to blow up. Im not worried at all. Just another step.
My gym has now already gave 2 free protein shakes. Tbh, im starting to think that the 50% off before I ran UMS, was TID manifestation.
My gym drive is lil bit lower. On DMSI I was relentless and agressive.
My expenses are high, yet I aint worried at all. In fact, I feel it comin. The wealth and what not. Inevitable. Its like its already covered and its stirring me up internally. Im not even sure what I feel.
Oh yeah: ps; people are turning their heads and lock onto me lots. I feel also wealth and money gravitating to me like someone is about to give a huge money cheque.
I woke up groggy, I wanted to stay longer asleep. I felt I really needed it. Anyways, I almost broke down at work. Tired, very sleepy. Having soreness around my upperback and lats. Guess its E3 and subc fear been dealt with.
Now, mentally Im already checked out there. Like my mind aint with this fruitless job ( not gonna expand on it ) i feel I deserve so much more and the "urge" to stay there is gone. Closed chapter and all "buts" are being dealt with. Idgaf at all anymore in a positive way. Its like societial guilt tripping has been erased. Now, im not even mad, on the contrary. I feel its a needed change.
Im having moments of feeling wealthy and being able to pass it on aswell. I have the intuition that so much is to come, and by moving on from this current job ( which has become "just an event" and even that it to much of a credit ) doors open.
The sub engages my logical side way more. Dmsi was more of an "feel" kind of sub as attraction involves the body, feeling, sensations, teasing and what not.
Im being led to track my expenses way more. Something is about to blow up. Im not worried at all. Just another step.
My gym has now already gave 2 free protein shakes. Tbh, im starting to think that the 50% off before I ran UMS, was TID manifestation.
My gym drive is lil bit lower. On DMSI I was relentless and agressive.
My expenses are high, yet I aint worried at all. In fact, I feel it comin. The wealth and what not. Inevitable. Its like its already covered and its stirring me up internally. Im not even sure what I feel.
Oh yeah: ps; people are turning their heads and lock onto me lots. I feel also wealth and money gravitating to me like someone is about to give a huge money cheque.
