Traveling the Alpha trail

[AVB2011]

Day 28

Whenever women look at it me, I can feel some kind of sexual tension or feeling. Like women will look at me and I look at them, and I can feel some kind of sexual vibe energy that fills up within myself. Something along those lines. It is hard to describe at the moment but Shannon or someone else might be able to describe the feeling I am talking about.

Is this sexual energy from her, or that you generate within yourself in response to looking at an attractive woman?

I believe it is generating within myself from looking at attractive women. Even if the woman wasn't that attractive but semi attractive, I felt it. I am not really sure, since this is first time I have felt this kind of feeling. Yes Spiral I am on AM 5.0, in a few days I will be starting stage 3.

Day 30

So, far I have noticed when I am out and about like going to the movies, I don't feel so self conscious. Plus, I have noticed pep in my step, like my legs want to walk a different way. But at the same time, they want to walk another way, it is like they can't make up their minds how they want to walk.

I am looking forward to hear your journey on Stage 3. Stage 2 was great experience for me.