07-28-2019, 05:37 PM
Thank you Zane. Little steps.
I just got off the phone with my sister regarding tomorrow. I was purposely honest with her a few times, and I even admitted that the tension I feel around most of them is in ME. I've not been mad or uncomfortable with them. I've felt mad and uncomfortable with myself since I've rarely taken responsibility for myself. I then looked outside of myself to find someone to blame. Lying to myself (I've thought) worked, but I felt like shit after. I could tell I made my sister uncomfortable, but I spoke up for me. I was being honest.
Pointing blame is part of the victim triangle, and LTU has been removing it. Shannon, thank you for this.
I just got off the phone with my sister regarding tomorrow. I was purposely honest with her a few times, and I even admitted that the tension I feel around most of them is in ME. I've not been mad or uncomfortable with them. I've felt mad and uncomfortable with myself since I've rarely taken responsibility for myself. I then looked outside of myself to find someone to blame. Lying to myself (I've thought) worked, but I felt like shit after. I could tell I made my sister uncomfortable, but I spoke up for me. I was being honest.
Pointing blame is part of the victim triangle, and LTU has been removing it. Shannon, thank you for this.
I want to be FREE!
