One longstanding habit I'm looking to erase and I know this cripples my ability to achieve what I want in life. For as long as I can remember I'd look for failure in other people. Success being the anomaly, I'd hold the view that failure is the large majority. Whenever I'd hear about people trying to do big things, I'd find myself looking for any way they could fail. What I'm seeing now is that a part of me took comfort in seeing those failures. A sort of confirmation like "yeah that looks scary and this person failed at it, so you shouldn't do it either".
It's probably not just me and these were mostly internal thoughts, I'd never express them to people. But with social media nowadays people get downright nasty if you strive for something bigger or seek to break out somehow. People really enjoy trying to drag you back down to their level if it triggers fear. It's some weird fear by proxy thing, where they see you doing things that trigger their fear and then to quell their own fear they try to manipulate you so they can feel comfortable again. How messed up is that? So not only do you have to watch your own behavior, but also be prepared for people that are going to react in such a polar opposite way. I think the auric shield definitely helps with this. Without it you tend to get blasted with the worst negative energy.
Also switching to FLAC. Gonna see if that impacts results at all with LTU
It's probably not just me and these were mostly internal thoughts, I'd never express them to people. But with social media nowadays people get downright nasty if you strive for something bigger or seek to break out somehow. People really enjoy trying to drag you back down to their level if it triggers fear. It's some weird fear by proxy thing, where they see you doing things that trigger their fear and then to quell their own fear they try to manipulate you so they can feel comfortable again. How messed up is that? So not only do you have to watch your own behavior, but also be prepared for people that are going to react in such a polar opposite way. I think the auric shield definitely helps with this. Without it you tend to get blasted with the worst negative energy.
Also switching to FLAC. Gonna see if that impacts results at all with LTU
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