07-25-2019, 01:32 AM
This boredom killing effect is amazing. I’ve been at work for almost sixteen hours. (They told me last minute that I had to come in for a four hour training and then work my regular shift. I didn’t feel stir crazy once throughout the night, and I am having no trouble staying awake. I am handling this brutal work schedule much better than I expected. I’m aware that I’m tired, but I don’t really feel it in any way that’s going to slow me down. My whole mind seems to know that this is how I’m making extra money at the moment and it’s all on board. No throwing roadblocks or making excuses. There haven’t been any bolt out of the blue money manifestations just yet, but my ability to grind for it seems to have increased.
Eventually I’m going to find a way of making more than this job has the potential of yielding to get where I’m starting to see that I can get, but this is what I have for now, and I’m making the most out of it.
In other news, I’ve always wanted to visit Iceland, but it was always one of those things that I’d like to do but didn’t think I’d be able to.. I was watching some videos about it tonight, and I suddenly realized that now I’m thinking of it as something that not only can happen, but that I should be planning on soon. I don’t even say hopefully when I think about it, it’s a solid and matter of fact reality in my mind.
Eventually I’m going to find a way of making more than this job has the potential of yielding to get where I’m starting to see that I can get, but this is what I have for now, and I’m making the most out of it.
In other news, I’ve always wanted to visit Iceland, but it was always one of those things that I’d like to do but didn’t think I’d be able to.. I was watching some videos about it tonight, and I suddenly realized that now I’m thinking of it as something that not only can happen, but that I should be planning on soon. I don’t even say hopefully when I think about it, it’s a solid and matter of fact reality in my mind.