07-22-2019, 03:31 AM
(07-22-2019, 03:18 AM)Shannon Wrote:(07-22-2019, 01:12 AM)Oversoul Wrote: This sub seems different in the fact that your perception has changed but you never seem to notice it. I believe this is because you have nothing to compare it to as your previous emotional 'state' that was 'negative' is almost forgotten and the state I am in just seems to be the natural to be in. But there is (quite big) changes, its just hard to report them
On the contrary, the bigger the change, the bigger the contrast, the more obvious it should be. This is the Naturalized being driven by the much more powerful Magnus Engine v2.
I understand. I think its because Ive been so used to DMSI, which gives very obvious reactions from people so quick, as opposed to this sub which isn't designed to directly do that to the degree DMSI is( I don't think so anyway). I therefore I have to be more internally focused to notice the changes than on DMSI. I am not expecting any huge changes (though I am very open to it) for at least a week or two.
There are definitely changes, I just don't know what they are. I feel 'cleaner' on the inside. And almost unable to have any negative thoughts for long. lol
People also see me less as competition now (I think). I would usually get some jealous competitive looks on DMSI, with this, I haven't got any.
Obvious attraction from females is down, but the attraction they have is more stable compared to DMSI. On DMSI, people who liked me seemed overly emotional and if I didn't give them attention, they would get real angry and give someone else attention out of anger (it seemed).
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power