(07-19-2019, 10:35 AM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: "The fact that my bank account hasn’t gotten that memo yet doesn’t seem to matter." <-Pauls quote
My response: I know it,right?
Paul that is soooo spot on Man,and the centeredness with which you handled the read ended experience....dang,Man,thats some hella Fear Remover doing its amazing thing,for shure. I've now got 10 days under my belt of UMS usage with a break in between,
It is amazing though, that event wouldn’t normally cause me any kind of long term trauma, but a day later I think I’d normally have replayed it in my head a few times. Not this time though. It happened, I didn’t die, it’s over.
Come to think of it, I’ve had more than my share of close brushes and seen some really bad crap. Those traumas seem to be entirely gone. I remember the stuff, but it doesn’t bother me anymore. I think that mostly happened on LTU, but this FRM May have finished the job on one run.
I have to say. Anyone who has or does work in Corrections, police, fire, or other emergency services or who has had a combat deployment should be running the latest LTU for at least three months a year.
I overslept this afternoon by a lot. It’s still difficult to tell if the sub is making me tired or if it’s just the fact that I’m running myself ragged in hundred degree heat. I may or may not run a loop tonight I don’t know yet.
Got some good news. The HR lady who is handling my wife’s separation learned that she has MS during the meeting where she was laid off. She got the company to pay for six months of COBRA coverage for her health insurance. That’s actually huge. It would cost thirteen hundred bucks a month to keep her on it, and that’s going to cover two of her MS treatments which would cost more than our house (each) if we had to pay out of pocket. That saved her from either having to go without treatment or having to file bankruptcy.
