07-18-2019, 12:52 AM
I’m done with my loop. The slow motion feeling continued throughout the loop. It was kind of like trying to walk underwater, or the kind of slow motion you sometimes get in a dream. The whole hour and a half felt dreamlike as a matter of fact. I felt just a bit disconnected from my body and the world around me. It was weird, but kind of a pleasant feeling.
When I went to work, I had been feeling a little bitter that my wife had had the nerve to get on me about not doing some household task that I had agreed to do regularly when we were both working 40 hours a week. Now though, she isn’t working and I’m doing 72 hours a week. She had apologized later, but I was still a bit irritated about it. After the loop, that feeling was entirely gone. Really, I have more important things to worry about right now, like how I’m going to get our financial situation on the right track. Plus, she suddenly lost her job on Friday, I can cut a bit of slack.
When I went to work, I had been feeling a little bitter that my wife had had the nerve to get on me about not doing some household task that I had agreed to do regularly when we were both working 40 hours a week. Now though, she isn’t working and I’m doing 72 hours a week. She had apologized later, but I was still a bit irritated about it. After the loop, that feeling was entirely gone. Really, I have more important things to worry about right now, like how I’m going to get our financial situation on the right track. Plus, she suddenly lost her job on Friday, I can cut a bit of slack.
