UMS. Let’s get at it

[guyinlahore]

I intend to start UMS tomorrow evening (could technically be the next morning, I work nights)  I’m going to give some background for those who haven’t read my journals before.  
I am 41 Male, married and have a two year old.  
I have been plagued with low self esteem and low self confidence all my life due to some stuff that happened in my childhood, but have done a pretty good job of functioning through it.  I have built a relatively successful life, but it’s not what it could have been if I had been firing on all eight cylinders all along.  I seem to have some internal trouble letting myself get above a certain level of success.  For instance I have wanted to get into a certain career field since 2003.  And I have been working in two closely related fields since then, and doing quite well there.  I even got hired twice, (I was using Find Your Perfect Job both times) but it didn’t work out either time due (I know know) to some kind of unconscious self sabotage.  I seem to have a problem letting myself get above a certain level of success.    My subconscious was so used to being stuck in the striving to get the job phase that it had a difficult time dealing with the fact that I had made it, and knocked me back down to the place it was used to.  (Man I wish I’d had USLM or LTU before that).  
I have similar problems with money.  For the last few years we’ve been stuck in a place where we are just barely scraping by, and most of our mone goes to making minimum payments on debt.  The debt is partly due to some irresponsible behavior on our part, and partly due to three major medical problems that struck back to back to back.  We tried to get to a better position and it almost worked, but had a real stroke of bad luck derailed that.  And then a few weeks later my wife was laid off from her job.  At the moment she is getting a severance package and is eligible for unemployment, so the situation isn’t too dire just yet, but it could become a major Sh$show if I don’t get something good happening pron-friking-to.  There was one stroke of good luck.  Half the people I work with just quit.  This is allowing me to work six twelve hour shifts a week.  That’s going to bring in some great money for the next few months.  The bad news is that I’m working six twelve hour shifts a week.  The opportunity won’t last forever, and neither will my stamina.  
I discovered subliminals back in 2008 and they made my confidence issues and whatnot somewhat better, but never enough so that I could get my life, and especially my career where I wanted it to be.  I don’t remember exactly when I found IML, but have used them more than any other company because I did notice more of an effect from them compared to other companies.  I didn’t realize at the time how amazing FYPJ in 5g was.  After ten years of struggling to be hired for the job I wanted it worked within two months, twice.  Then after we started having major financial issues, I found USLM one.  That was many steps beyond anything that I’d used before.  I felt it working and it started to deliver real world results from day one.  The amazing strokes of luck started right away, and we started to pull out of the bad financial situation.  LTU gave me some incredible internal changes.  I feel like a different person at this point.  I’m switching to UMS because at this point I need the immediate external results not only to get us out of trouble, but to get us to the next level and provide a better life for my family.
Here are my goals/expectations for My time on UMS:

PRIMARY
-  Get to a financial position where we have considerably more income than we have bills.  Permanently.

-  Get a new house that fits our needs better and is in a better school district.

- Eliminate all non real estate debt.

-  Finally be able to devote attention to SOMETHING ELSE!

SECONDARY 

- Be able to do some of the things that I want to do for myself.

-  Have enough saved up that we can deal with unexpected happenings.

Anything else that happens on this sucker is gravy.  I realize that I may wind up very wealthy running this since I seem to execute the crap out of anything that Shannon throws at me, but we’ll start with those goals.

My wife will be joining me on this program after my next paycheck on the first.  It will be interesting to see what happens with both of us pulling in the same direction.  I think some of my troubles on the other programs came from her resisting the changes in me.  We shall see.  T minus twenty four hours or less.

I am in a somewhat similar situation as you...and also planning to shift to UMS by start of August.