07-16-2019, 01:45 PM
Thanks Shannon. To be honest I've been coming on this forum lately looking for answers. But once I slowed down a bit and started really taking the time to understand my sticking points, I started understanding what would work best for me.
On that note, my exposure to LTU has gone up a lot. Before when I listened to it I'd find myself feeling this sort of tug of war or struggle between two competing parts. It was draining, so I kept exposure down. But now when I listen it's almost like an internal massage that's clearing away emotional blockages and at the same time generating strong feelings of determination and hope. I find myself listening as much as possible now because it makes me feel stronger and sort of gives me a boost.
There's still some resistance there, but the shift is quite obvious and how the immediate state shifting effects of LTU can now influence me more easily. I actually might try looping LTU all night tonight and see how that goes. If I'm too exhausted I'll go back to 5 loops a night, but if I wake up even more energized I think that would be a good sign. I'll see what happens. Right now it feels like listening more will help me push past these sticking points and breakthrough to what I want. I can feel this internal power in me, it's getting stronger and more dominant as the negativity and fears shrink away more. The difference is now I feel like I'm letting go and allowing this power to grow. I honestly feel like I have a bit of an aura going on right now. Like energy is being pushed out and around me, positive energy that's going to attract what I want to me like a magnet.
I'm excited to see how this develops because right now I feel like anything I want is possible and the only thing holding me back from attaining it is the leftover fear that's been slowly dissolving. It's losing it's "pull", even if it pops up I notice it doesn't drag me down into that negative hopeless state I used to experience all the time.
On that note, my exposure to LTU has gone up a lot. Before when I listened to it I'd find myself feeling this sort of tug of war or struggle between two competing parts. It was draining, so I kept exposure down. But now when I listen it's almost like an internal massage that's clearing away emotional blockages and at the same time generating strong feelings of determination and hope. I find myself listening as much as possible now because it makes me feel stronger and sort of gives me a boost.
There's still some resistance there, but the shift is quite obvious and how the immediate state shifting effects of LTU can now influence me more easily. I actually might try looping LTU all night tonight and see how that goes. If I'm too exhausted I'll go back to 5 loops a night, but if I wake up even more energized I think that would be a good sign. I'll see what happens. Right now it feels like listening more will help me push past these sticking points and breakthrough to what I want. I can feel this internal power in me, it's getting stronger and more dominant as the negativity and fears shrink away more. The difference is now I feel like I'm letting go and allowing this power to grow. I honestly feel like I have a bit of an aura going on right now. Like energy is being pushed out and around me, positive energy that's going to attract what I want to me like a magnet.
I'm excited to see how this develops because right now I feel like anything I want is possible and the only thing holding me back from attaining it is the leftover fear that's been slowly dissolving. It's losing it's "pull", even if it pops up I notice it doesn't drag me down into that negative hopeless state I used to experience all the time.
INFP
