07-15-2019, 05:34 PM
Done with my loop. A lot of the same things happened again but less emotional clearing. Also stuttered and 19:59 for some reason.
A long term update is that from somewhere in my LTU run I have come to the conclusion that I am not a stubborn person, I was a scared person. I thought that I resisted subs out of stubbornness, I now realize it was fear. I now want to execute subs.
A long term update is that from somewhere in my LTU run I have come to the conclusion that I am not a stubborn person, I was a scared person. I thought that I resisted subs out of stubbornness, I now realize it was fear. I now want to execute subs.
