07-07-2019, 11:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-07-2019, 11:29 PM by Have at ye.)
By the by, it would appear that the recent, let's call it "crisis", I've had was also a result of getting hit with SHITTONS of negative energy from the outside. All's good in the end, though, as this has pushed me to try to resolve, once and for all, whatever issues I've left that allowed this to happen.
It's funny, because right before the onset (when I was still feeling good and pretty badass, TBH), I found myself listening to the "I get knocked down" song by that funny-named band (you probably know it: "I get knocked down, but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down!" etc.) pretty much on loop.
I am *still* clearing out that outside negativity that I got hit with, though. Whoo boy. Anyroad, it's why I need to meet with my little aristocrat face-to-face without any onlookers; once we talk things through and work out a consensus, it should be smooth sailing from there on out and nobody will be able do shit to mess it up. Ain't gonna happen until at least August, though, as she's pretty far out abroad doing her thing until that time.
The good news is - I got knocked down, but I got up again.
It's funny, because right before the onset (when I was still feeling good and pretty badass, TBH), I found myself listening to the "I get knocked down" song by that funny-named band (you probably know it: "I get knocked down, but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down!" etc.) pretty much on loop.
I am *still* clearing out that outside negativity that I got hit with, though. Whoo boy. Anyroad, it's why I need to meet with my little aristocrat face-to-face without any onlookers; once we talk things through and work out a consensus, it should be smooth sailing from there on out and nobody will be able do shit to mess it up. Ain't gonna happen until at least August, though, as she's pretty far out abroad doing her thing until that time.
The good news is - I got knocked down, but I got up again.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley