05-28-2012, 03:48 PM
Day 20 of Stage 2:
So, far I have noticed that I'm more self-confident in how I walk and talk when I'm around people. I seem to care less what other people think. I noticed that I'm starting to project my voice from the gut instead of the throat, I can feel and hear that my voice is louder when I need to be. I have some very attractive women, making psychical contact with me, from touching, and doing the high five motion. Plus, they're squeezing my hand during the high five, so I squeeze back a tad bit harder. I get looks from all the women; I catch them looking, and they will say, "what?" I can feel the vibe coming of the women when they look at me, like they find me attractive, and they don't know why.
I have noticed that I am starting to become my own man, I say what is on my mind, and I have a drive to become better than what I am at the moment. One thing I have noticed the guys at work that were calling me boy, I haven't heard one peep out of them in regard to the word "boy." Which makes me feel very good inside. I noticed that my eye contact is becoming stronger, not what I like to be, but I'm getting there slowly.
So, far I have noticed that I'm more self-confident in how I walk and talk when I'm around people. I seem to care less what other people think. I noticed that I'm starting to project my voice from the gut instead of the throat, I can feel and hear that my voice is louder when I need to be. I have some very attractive women, making psychical contact with me, from touching, and doing the high five motion. Plus, they're squeezing my hand during the high five, so I squeeze back a tad bit harder. I get looks from all the women; I catch them looking, and they will say, "what?" I can feel the vibe coming of the women when they look at me, like they find me attractive, and they don't know why.
I have noticed that I am starting to become my own man, I say what is on my mind, and I have a drive to become better than what I am at the moment. One thing I have noticed the guys at work that were calling me boy, I haven't heard one peep out of them in regard to the word "boy." Which makes me feel very good inside. I noticed that my eye contact is becoming stronger, not what I like to be, but I'm getting there slowly.