07-04-2010, 11:47 AM
For the past 5 days I've been listening to both Luck Magnifier, AOS, and BIABW, averaging around 4-5 hours on each per day. Luck Magnifier is a very tough nut to crack open, due to what Shannon dubbed "diffused synchrocity". In other words, I can't tell it's working 
. The thing is, I've noticed subtle sign such as when I played scratch off I won 14 dollars in one day on 5 tickets, could be luck, but the next day I ended up winning 7 dollars AGAIN.
Then, yesterday, I was home, bored as HELL and looking for something to do when one of my friends texts me about lunch with these two girls. The dinner itself was good, I was comfortable just being myself. I kept everyone entertained and I also wasn't hit with many self-doubts. I wasn't worried about getting any sex, I was just there to have fun and that's what I did; I had fun.
It's been almost 3 months since I've found this website, and I can now look back at myself and I can now see how far I've come. At first, I thought AOS and BIABW weren't affecting me but I can see that they've affected me MUCH more than I realised. I'm not needy, I'm not stuck in my head as much as I used to be, I don't worry as much about what people think about me.
It's still hard to tell wether the attraction subs are working on those around me, I haven't gotten as many hard stares or long looks as some of the guys (although everynow and then I get them) but I do feel and notice how the attraction subs affect me on the inside, I notice how my body language has changed, and even my thinking. As this month continues I'm sure everything will only continue to get better.
. The thing is, I've noticed subtle sign such as when I played scratch off I won 14 dollars in one day on 5 tickets, could be luck, but the next day I ended up winning 7 dollars AGAIN.Then, yesterday, I was home, bored as HELL and looking for something to do when one of my friends texts me about lunch with these two girls. The dinner itself was good, I was comfortable just being myself. I kept everyone entertained and I also wasn't hit with many self-doubts. I wasn't worried about getting any sex, I was just there to have fun and that's what I did; I had fun.
It's been almost 3 months since I've found this website, and I can now look back at myself and I can now see how far I've come. At first, I thought AOS and BIABW weren't affecting me but I can see that they've affected me MUCH more than I realised. I'm not needy, I'm not stuck in my head as much as I used to be, I don't worry as much about what people think about me.
It's still hard to tell wether the attraction subs are working on those around me, I haven't gotten as many hard stares or long looks as some of the guys (although everynow and then I get them) but I do feel and notice how the attraction subs affect me on the inside, I notice how my body language has changed, and even my thinking. As this month continues I'm sure everything will only continue to get better.
