And yet another lesson learned. Don't actively waste energy trying to fight through the fear. Sometimes it's best to acknowledge where I'm at and do what I can. I pushed myself too hard today trying to overcome obstacles as it pertains to my music. But I just ended up with a lot of stress. I did finish my track and even start a new one, but I think a part of me was really acting up and I tried to wrestle it instead of calmly observing it and continuing with my plans.
A lot of my life has been struggle and battle. I'm trying to stop holding that mentality and be open to something else nowadays.
Actually this just hit me now. A lot of this difficulty is most likely due to all or nothing thinking. Me thinking I have to 100% remove fear to move forward and then another part that thinks I have to just ignore the fear completely and stop wasting time. The solution here seems to be work as much as possible on the fear and removing it, but at the same time don't make it a requirement that fear needs to be removed completely to continue moving forward. Same goes for self esteem and confidence, they'll come with time but it's important not to wait around for them and delay my life any more.
A lot of my life has been struggle and battle. I'm trying to stop holding that mentality and be open to something else nowadays.
Actually this just hit me now. A lot of this difficulty is most likely due to all or nothing thinking. Me thinking I have to 100% remove fear to move forward and then another part that thinks I have to just ignore the fear completely and stop wasting time. The solution here seems to be work as much as possible on the fear and removing it, but at the same time don't make it a requirement that fear needs to be removed completely to continue moving forward. Same goes for self esteem and confidence, they'll come with time but it's important not to wait around for them and delay my life any more.
INFP
