06-26-2019, 04:04 AM
Something else I'm realizing. I think my resistance to the direction my subconscious pulls me in causes fear because the part that's afraid realizes it's not in control. There's a part of me that feels like it knows the direct and shortest route to happiness, but another part wants to control that path. So it jumps in and tries to derail that path, pretty much like a passenger grabbing the steering wheel and trying to veer you off course. That part isn't driving, but it is a distraction. I've been focusing my attention on giving power to the part of me that knows the path and direction and what to do. When I listen to LTU as needed it acts as a sort of boost for that side, so the fearful side can't override it. Really interesting how the two sides are interacting right now. Haven't fully gotten that other part on board yet
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