LTU: Moving forward

[Have at ye]

Yeah, ingrained blockages in social behavior acquired in the process of faulty socialization, I guess. I used to be this when I was in my teens/early twenties - I'd have to get seriously inebriated at parties and such (and, as I'm a proverbial big guy, this required a lot of alcohol... I'd often drink at least 0,5l of vodka by myself to do this) in order to have fun the way I wanted to have it (and, man, those were some pretty good parties.... for what I can remember of them! No skirt was safe). Until I got a load on, people would perceive me as kinda grim and scary, or not enjoying myself.