Reality can get bent - DMSI 3.3.1-D Adventures and Musings (USLMaxx Interlude Mode)

[Have at ye]

Hmm. So these past several days, since about Tuesday? I've been feeling a little bit worse (caught a little something from one of the touring fools to boot, but I've got it covered. More singing next week, oy!), actually started getting some resistance-like symptoms. F. in. I've been overthinking what version of DMSI to play etc. (I have now settled on plain Ultrasonic, actually; playing it from my laptop), would get angry or depressive and stuff, but ultimately, I believe, it was that pesky, death-driven part of me that's in the right foot, oy - it's actually began *healing* after designee "sweet little aristocrat" sunshined and rainbowed me (because I felt like I've got something to actually and truly live *for*, finally, and sub-wise was actually executing the darn thing about a 100% stronger than previously, with visible results), and apparently it did not like it all that much and started getting testy.

I noticed, though, that as I was messing around with the sub settings, that another part of me started internally yelling "LIVE! LIVE!" at that part that doesn't really wanna. So I guess I now know what "being dead inside" actually is, huh.

Anyroad, just about now I have decided to channel my internal stalker, opened up a pic of the above mentioned designee while running DMSI, and that feeling from before? It's back.

It's like she's everything I ever wanted in a woman - which is *inspiration*. With this, I can be unstoppable.

Ever the romantic Have at ye, oy?