05-30-2019, 08:31 AM
Bumped up the volume on my speakers last night. I feel better today, so maybe I wasn't getting the volume right for my level of resistance. I've noticed the more convoluted my reasoning gets for resisting the more likely it is that it's a convenient excuse. I need to keep pushing on and ignore these distractions. My mind likes to make excuses why change is so far off or presents these lllusions that I haven't progressed. When I latch onto them it feeds the doubt which distracts me from moving forward.
These urges feel like an itch in my brain at times. A compulsion to stop what I'm doing. The more I move towards what I want, the more I feel as if I need to stop and "think" vs do. I can't describe it all that well.
These urges feel like an itch in my brain at times. A compulsion to stop what I'm doing. The more I move towards what I want, the more I feel as if I need to stop and "think" vs do. I can't describe it all that well.
INFP
