After this last texting of my ex, I initiated something I've desired. I said "I've been thinking of you lately", and she replied similarly at about the very same time. She asked about my situation paying child support, as I've had to split it up a few times in recent months.
I said honestly that I've not been short. I shared I've been putting large chunks aside for miner fees and electricity costs (for mining), as I'm getting ready for a withdrawal in 2 weeks.
She called, and we talked maybe 30 minutes. One big reason for her is she'd started dating again, which she'd told me 2 months back or so. One guy she's been dating for a few months she's not really feeling it with. She said I broke her.....wow. She said I was the love of her life, and breaking away from that was not easy at all for her.
Mixed feelings rise.....doubting my own "liking it" mostly. I'll not control this now
One "moment" at a time here. Feels good
I said honestly that I've not been short. I shared I've been putting large chunks aside for miner fees and electricity costs (for mining), as I'm getting ready for a withdrawal in 2 weeks.
She called, and we talked maybe 30 minutes. One big reason for her is she'd started dating again, which she'd told me 2 months back or so. One guy she's been dating for a few months she's not really feeling it with. She said I broke her.....wow. She said I was the love of her life, and breaking away from that was not easy at all for her.
Mixed feelings rise.....doubting my own "liking it" mostly. I'll not control this now
One "moment" at a time here. Feels good
I want to be FREE!
